Side C.

(The hidden tracks)

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odd future.

Unapologetic power-addict gotta get it

Get widd it, dipset, or die in it, biggot.

Eat lil bitches for breakfast to amp up for top dogs - that’s the main course

Wipe it off with a napkin and leave the table on a high horse

Forget Ps and Qs, no RSVPs needed for this OG

Paid in due deeds so this dude’s eased, makin cheese.

Wine ‘n’ dine, no fine line for a fly guy nor mastermind

See the main floor, take you on a tour, yeah there’s more

Penthouse balcony, view’s a masterpiece,

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2012

What I’ve Accomplished:

  • Deciphered awkward into being something of a figment of my imagination.
  • Opened my eyes to new people, new lifestyles.
  • Branched away from the Asian lifestyle that I’m so used to.
  • Honed in on what it is that I want — what it is though… yet to be known.
  • Weighed the value of something that’s always played a large part in my life - badminton.
  • Gotten my business cards printed out <— solidifies my advancement into the workforce.
  • Joined ULI.
  • Steady part time job.
  • Solid full time temporary job.
  • Come to terms with what I am, that the majority of my friends are not — an introvert — and accepted it.

This past year was a year of professional development for me. That initial dive into professionalism… like overlooking a canyon with a skimpy harness. 

The latter part of this year felt very lonely. It was a year of… me. Indeed I did “do me”, and I got very far. But I feel like I’ve dropped everything else to “do me” — left my family, isolated myself from my friends…

I hope 2013 will not be a downward spiral for me, but it’s hard to stunt the momentum of my obsession with becoming a professional. 

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My life is ridiculous. 

I cannot BELIEVE I committed to so many different things this upcoming year. I am shitting my pants at the thought of joining so many different clubs in addition to continuing my role as the student liaison for the ULI.

(2) VP of Project Management for Real Estate Ryerson

(3) Social Media/Marketing rep for the Canadian Assoc of Planning Students

(4) Advocate for the Canadian Green Building Council’s Emerging Green Builders. 

Fuck. Me.

I have no idea how I’m going to handle all of this, in addition to being um let’s see, a fucking fourth year student who’s going to Copenhagen for a week and a half to study, and possible placement (unpaid student labour ftw) in the fall term.

Jesus H Christ.

I wish I had more time. 

I wish I didn’t like Starbucks so much.

I wish I lost weight.

I wish…  

Hmmmm.

I need a game plan. 

First, let’s set a solid goals.

1.) Lose 10lbs.

2.) Finish Triumph of the City

3.) Understand Planning Law

4.) Learn up on CAMHC

5.) Learn SketchUp properly

These are going right onto my phone’s background. 

Gantt chart to be written up. 

To cheers and tears,

F

Sidenote: I was going to update my Wordpress instead but y’know what? I think Tumblr let’s you keep track of your emotions better. So you can watch how I go from reblogging Iggy’s self-indulgent shots to writing out rants about university. 

So. 

You’re welcome.

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That’s Nice.

I’ve realized that I find nice people super attractive. 

I think it’s the way their smiles are just contagious, and I find my cheeks sore after I realize that I’m mirroring them.

But nice people just make my heart feel so light, I can’t describe it. They just make me so proud? Happy? They give me hope. These people are genuinely nice, good people who want nothing but to do good unto others. Selflessly giving out without expecting to have the same done unto them.

I can honestly say that I aspire to be like that - to achieve that status of selflessness. This is probably the only thing I hold as highly and dearly as Success. 

Shout out to Lights and Tyler Oakley for helping me understand. 

To cheers and tears,

F